Khamis, 2 April 2015

Salam to everyone and hello ! :) I'm back with a much more solid thing to write about. At most times I would actually think and think and think and think what I like to post here. To be honest, this place really feels like my own personal diary....just not too personal.

I was a bit devastated (again) over my drowned phone (in the washing machine) cause my previous diary was actually stored in the  SMemo found in it. And even before the incident, I tried to transfer the posts and stuffs to my laptop, but to no avail.

Before that, i do have my own diary , an A5 size notebook, where I write about my life but that was only up to before 2013.

So the rest of my memories fade between the last 2 years with the phone's data.

oh, no, I have the memories still here, at the back of my mind somehow, but i'm kinda confused which is real and which is not....and which is my sister's memories and which is mine.
Yes, seriously. OUR MINDS DO CONNECT WITH EACH OTHER. We loved to share some bits of our life by the end of the day, thats all.

But then again, I'm not sure if they are those memories i would to remember...I MIGHT NOT.
Its just that I just want to keep hold of. Thats all....and nevertheless, they're still a precious part of me.
And trust me when I say..these incidents and memories are what made the 2 years of my life in sixth year, my highschool year that is.

Anyway, lets jump somewhere else~
Books, ah yea.

Recently I bought "ALL THE BRIGHT PLACES" by Jennifer Niven. Halfway through, and its not so bad.
I rarely read books which have the "boy + girl" atmosphere around the pages, and when i refer to that I meant "kinda-romance-genre". TAKE NOTE: KINDA. 
No, I have no problem with that genre at all, none at all. I just rarely enjoys them, unless..."the pace" of the relationship is "stable".
 Nevertheles...let me rephrase that, I don't hate the genre one bit.
Maybe that was in the past...when I'm much younger ( too young for tht, haha!).
and now, I'm 17 and...I'm definitely-supposedly- be fine with it.

okay, back to the book....it was actually great. Its closely related to suicidal-issues...and when I read it, I learnt quite a lot about suicides. I'm not at the ending yet, soo...I don't want to write much bout it.
Since I love the book already, I would recommend them to all the book lovers out there.
all the bright places (C) original owners


     


Atlantia, thats the latest book i finished earlier this year. :) The author is Ally Condie, the amazing writer of the Matched Trilogy. It was one of the books which I anticipated last year and I bought it immediately when its published. That is when its available here as well lol.
I really like the concept of the story, about the future where the land is polluted and the next home would be underwater.
The thing that did catch my attention is the fact that this story revolves around siblings, namely sisters. The main character, called Rio, she has a twin sister called Bay.
It was a well-written book, which made me finish it in one seating. (the plot just makes me confused and curious and addicted). And the interesting thing is, there's some myths which had been included in the story.
This book is definitely worth the time, so I would recommend it as well.
ATLANTIA (C) RIGHTFUL OWNERS


Then again, its just my own opinions ;). look around the amazon.com to find what others think about these books. They, though, are just the perfect fit for me.

Okay, time for some musics:

IRONY - english cover by [LIZZ] - An english cover of  japan's vocaloid Hatsune Miku.
  The cover is really beautiful as Lizz's voice is very soft and soothing. This version is the piano and slow version , the original one would be much more upbeat. And the lyrics(by LEE)  made it much more beautiful. The tale of an ironic life.

So that would be it for now, till next time~


Ahad, 22 Mac 2015

The anticipation...to be productive melts with Sunday.

^^ salam and hello everyone~i've been excited to post some exciting stories (of my life) these few days. Just last night I signed in to post on the outcome of our "home-made panna cotta".
 I tried...believe me...I tried to post...but..its just not in the mood in the end.
anyway, I signed in again this morning but umm..i just couldn't post anything lol. but i still feel like i wanted to post something. So i decided to post some drawing...and make some comic-strip..here.hahaha that too, I didn't know what to draw of.

My brain's probably full of dust now.

So..in the end..i thought...hey today's another of THAT empty SUNDAY ....and well, just like any other day...its another event of life for me. And that event is me...sitting here...facing the laptop ...most of the time....from morning till now! haha I've always been like that on sunday... T.T
and so...thats how I spend my sunday. There's so much to take in, during the weekend  :P
Well, maybe another REAL story next time^^ thanks ~

Ahad, 1 Mac 2015

SO, then what would it be..? pointless tales

Hello, and salam~ ^^ been quite a while hasn't it?
Am listening to some old recordings from my old phone...which I managed to save here in my laptop, before I accidentally put my phone in the washing machine....gosh, I still can't believe tht happened...

Anyway, lol! Hahahah My voice hahah my singing voice,some of them were songcovers, some of our original fandubs and some audio-novel..or something like that.
Most of the recordings end with the sound of our laughters lol!

We kinda sang some of our own songs (or something like tht huhu) which are all weird songs.
We would actually just hum some random melody and start singing with any words that came across our mind. And if we're lucky enough to remember ( and we love it as well) the lyrics, we would write them down ahha
Some of our favorite original songs would be :
Express Love- something about waiting for her fated person, and waiting so long that is.And she wanted express love to be where he is right now.

Heartfounded-Something about just be yourself and let what you feel in your heart out. That its fine to just "rock & roll" ;)

Too bad we didn't have our phone or any recording devices at that time, but we wrote some of the lyrics. I think it be great to have it recorded one day. :)

I also have some of my own such as "RED DRESS" which I had it recorded, re-edited or..something like tht :P Its of  love based on objects, which, in this case, a red dress.

Other one which i still remmber the melody would be.. 'my secret" which I wrote when I was younger..some kiddish lyrics which I edited few years later.
this song was the "IDEAL-THEME-SONG" for my manga "MY DREAM" LOL! haha

Other than that, there's "I see a leader in you" which I'm listening to now.
I recorded few more songs but, I would not even consider them as one -.- ahha~
I did wrote a few lyrics or some poetic-like piece of writings before which washed away along with my phone ahhaha. But to be honest, I really like them (T.T) some were called ....
"DROWNED"- If im not mistaken, the main concept of this song is of the process of falling in love which resembles the situation of being at the sea.
This was inspired when I went to the swimming pool at the nearby sports complex...lol~ how romantic righty-o!

 Omg, I don't know where I'm going with this, I hope I didn't sound like im bragging or anything...just to let u know, all of these songs are just amateurs works hahah my, and my sister songs I meant. :) but we're still happy about them


Today I'm going to share some more awesome songs!

Reflections by MisterWives  
Awesome songs, so awesome You might want to dance during the chorus parts!

No Matter Where You Are by Us The Duo 
Wonderlandiful~ I love their voices, how they synchronize with each other <3>
 


***the songs belong to rightful owners. I do not take credits*

SO, then what would it be..? I really forgotten what I actually want to share here, so I strayed off from my real intentions :P hahaha random mumblings of mine ahaha so...until next time!



Ahad, 18 Januari 2015

BIG HERO 6! and a bit of ansatsu kyoshitsu update!

Assalamualaikum~hello~ I'm here to kill some time, nothing to do right now..though it's almost 10pm hehe~
I just reread my last few posts, and mentioned how I wanted to watch "BIG HERO 6", here's what I've got to say bout it:

My dream came true on the final weeks of exam last year. The gathering was very fun hehe, aftr the movie, we all took pics together and pose as the characs ahaha cause there's also 6 of us at that time~
With 4 of my friends and my twin sister, we went off to the TUTONG CINEPLEX....as usual, as any of the gatherings, we're always the last to come haha sorry T.T so...the movie....the movie...

(c) ANA
T.T  UWAAAAAA~~How...I didn't expect that one! well, everyone who watched the trailers knew Tadashi was going to die...but why? why? does that still hurts!!!!

*****SPOILERS*******
"Firstly; I came across an idea that the evil man with the kabuki mask, is Tadashi...so I wasn't that depressed at the beginning..I thought..the brothers would reunite somehow..
and the soundtracks I had downloaded beforehand kinda have this title which hinted me so.
But..when it was not him afterall (I mean why would he go to that extent in hurting Hiro) , I was devastated huhuhuhuhu........
secondly  ; who would've thought that even though he only appeared for a short amount of time, he was a very lovable character...with his good looks and him being such a good brother to Hiro."

Oh. Hiro, I'm sorry T.T

anyway, there are other parts which made me cry as well, parts where Baymax showed Hiro the collection of Tadashi's video. awhh...so much feels.
and where Baymax have to sacrifice himself to save Hiro at the end....I really feel Hiro here, wouldn't that feel like losing "TADASHI" again?

*****END OF SPOILERS****
 There are a lot of happy moments as well and the movie kept me laughing and crying at the same time.
My favourite characters would be Baymax and the robot prodigy Hiro..actually I like Hiro much more than Tadashi.
oh well, no matter what, in my heart..Tadashi seems to be happy..still alive with Baymax and Hiro.

The important lesson Baymax had taught here, and of course,by GoGo, Wasabi , Fred and Honey as well, and Hiro (at the end) is that violence is not the answer after all, that it would not solve anything!
And as Tadashi has shown by creating Baymax; that helping people helps yourself too.

Hey, we all can be a hero too~ ^^ <3 br="">

Hiro and Baymax /ART BY ANA, /CHARACS belongs to DISNEY.


Lol, would you look at that! I wanted to draw Hiro pushing Baymax away!! but...ugh haha I don't know what's the Hiro here, doing! haha!I did quite a few disney fanarts haha, and just realised most movies I watched at the cinema were all Disney's movies. 
(except the "ANACONDA2" I watched when I was much younger, my very 1st movie....weird....how come I watch such a movie when I was small..and watch these DISNEY-GENRE movies now >.<) 

If any of you are interested to take a few looks on my drawings (which I can't promise them as very nice one) you may visit MY DEVIANTART ACCOUNT 

 Any visits of any kinds, with comments (or feedbacks...it might help a lot! :D ) are totally welcome and appreciated. Thank you~~~

***oh oh, and anyway! I watched episode 2 of "ansatsu kyoshitsu" , awesome! Some things seem to alter in the anime, but its still very entertaining, I couldn't wait for the upcoming episodes ~ >.< Karma, my fav. charac. will appeared in the next episode, I hope! ^^ 
  


Sabtu, 10 Januari 2015

Ansatsu Kyoshitsu! #anime

"stand,attention, bow!!" 

Good day, everyone! Its still holiday for those who had their A'level exams last year...well, O'level too. STill...i have not yet found smthg to do...but for now..doing some housework would actually do.
Anyway....what i would like to share here are a few things I'm interested in right now.

****The first is "ANSATSU KYOSHITSU" OR "ASSASSINATION CLASSROOM"    BY  MATSUI YUUSEI. 
 The news that  HSJ's YAMADA RYOSUKE was the main cast of the live action of this series got me interested. Somehow the name itself attracts me.
Reading the summary, I'm quite amused..its yet another Drama in which Yamada will act that will 
have tht cool "anime-traits".
So I started reading the manga a few months ago, since i really like the plot as well.
IT'S VERY GOOD.LIKE...SUPER AWESOME.
It was full of humours and the characters are all very cool in their own ways.
So, here's a summary :

An octopus-like creature had destroyed 70% of the moon and he has vowed to destroy the earth as well by next year.
But the earth was given a chance to change their destiny, the creature asked for a favor to become a homeroom teacher to class 3-E.
(This is the class which is discriminated greatly by the rest of the school, including the teachers.
They have their own "run-down" school building far away in the mountains.)
The class was given a special task by the government to assassinate the teacher( the creature) within the year, before they graduate, otherwise they all will be destroyed along with earth.
They were offered a great amount of reward as well though.
The creature known later on as KORO-SENSEI taught them normal subjects and made each of them realize that they are not the useless people they think they are.
As they Learn more assassination skills and try to kill him everyday but still unable to  "touch" him
(he can only be killed with a certain substance called "anti-sensei")
as he moved at a speed of  20Mach, they also came to realise that he was the best teacher they ever had.
Well, to me..tht really got me thinking T.T cause he is a very good & caring teacher but of course, he himself would encourage his students to kill him every now and then. This story kinda inspire me as well, as the story revolves in a kind of normal school-life too. TOTALLY RECOMMENDED!!
of course thts not where this end, an anime series of it had been released yesterday! I've been waiting this day after i heard tht its COMING SOONNNN~~~(though they had released a special OVA episode of it before as well)

And I'm currently loading the very first episode of it now ~ Have a peek or smthng if you're interested haha~ and i also can't wait for the drama too~~ I'm looking forward to it!! ^^ haha i'm dancing around the room right now hahaha~ (in my head) 

I have a lot of things i would to share here as well, but i guess not today~~

\(ANSATSU KYOSHITSU belongs to Matsui Yuusei ~)
(Image belongs to rightful owners)



SONGS OF THE DAY :
  •  who we were with-PARADISE FEARS
  • FOREVER BLUE-Kina Grannis <3>



Selasa, 14 Oktober 2014

On top of the world!!! (THIS FEW WEEKS OLD POST)

Assalamualaikum, hello everyone! How are things going on? :) I'm feeling fine....well, much more beyond that actually! i don't know why, nothing special happened today though...
but ever since I downloaded the song"TOP OF THE WORLD" BY  the wonderful band GREEK FIRE, i feel very much...hyper! XD haha The BIG HERO 6 trailer had introduced me such an amazing song! The main vocalist voice is very *sigh*...i just like it!
It hit me last night how i love catchy and upbeat songs but also love pop and rock music as well!
"KINGS AND QUEENS" BY 30 SECONDS TO MARS   has been in my favourite list for quite some times now ;3

yes, yes...these two songs are somehow...related to trailers. "-.- and i won't deny it! as i mentioned above..TOP OF THE WORLD (GREEK FIRE) IS  a song for DISNEY'S"Big hero 6" official US trailer 2...WHICH i'm very very eager to watch! :)))))) I want to save the world with BAYMAX AND HIRO!!!
KINGS AND QUEENS(30 SECONDS TO MARS) Is the song i heard from HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON 2 (so much cartoon movies...) yes, yes.

i really love HTTYD movies very much! the way that Hiccup and Toothless flew in the sky simply took my breath away. It was spectacular! I really like to watch the sky so much...(***ahhh...the bluish vast sky and those white cloud) so...watching those duo flying around...makes my day a lot!

--------I SUFFERED THROUGH A LOT "SPOILERS EXPERIENCE". IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCH HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON 2....PLEASE DO NOT READ BELOW...ALTHOUGH I SPOILED NOTHING. (IF I DID..IT MIGHT BE BY ACCIDENT)-----------------------------------------

I must say...i really enjoyed the second movie...And due to constant meetings with  those evil SPOILERS minions, i was devastated..after reading this...one statement. (I'm sorry that i'm angry at the person for spoiling though!) and i decided to entertain myself with the spoilers. Which made me even more upset (now...to those who watched it too:...who wouldn't though?) so i immediately watched the movie afterwards....and even with all those spoilers, i still cried (so many times) (and maybe i cried a scene too early cause i know what will happen....and i suddenly burst into tears)



SO, people please do listen to these songs and....feel the FEEL!! hopefully YOU CAN FEEL THE JOY I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW!! :3 CLICK THE YOUTUBE LINK BELOW OR DOWNLOAD THEM SOMEWHERE ELSE! :)

KINGS AND QUEENS BY 30 SECONDS TO MARS

 WHERE NO ONE GOES-JONSI   
THIS SPECTACULAR SONG WILL TAKE YOU ON A RIDE WITH THE WIND...TO SOMEWHERE NOBODY GOES TO.
 
GATHERING STORIES-JONSI

DREAMING IN DEJA VU-GREEK FIRE

TOP OF THE WORLD-GREEK FIRE -YEAAA! THIS IS THE MUSIC IN ME!

SINKING FRIENDSHIP-JONSI 

A REAL LIFE- GREEK FIRE- LOVIN' THE MESSAGES BEING CONVEYED HERE<3 br="" lets="" life="" live="" real="">

IF THIS IS THE END (THE SOUND OF BELIEF)-GREEK FIRE -LOVE THE STRONG MESSAGE.. AND THAT ONE PART IS JUST SO....POWERFUL! YOU GOTTA HEAR THE BRIDGE PART OF THE SONG!

I TAKE NO CREDITS IN THE SONGS ABOVE. THEY ARE OWNED BY THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS. AM SIMPLY JUST SHARING FOR THE LOVE OF THE MUSIC.

THERE are just lots more i want to share..but this post had been hanging around here for quite a few weeks now hahah! btw i've also finished reading " THE LAND OF STORIES: A GRIMM WARNING" BY CHRIS COLFER which is totally awesome....but i really kind of liked the second book better because...there are more Alex-conner moment. The third book was okay and i love the Conner's adventure across Europe ahaha...but the parts after that..were full of misery..ahaha and the ending, as always...made me cry T.T (can't help it..i'm a crybaby)
But anyhow...i can't wait for the 4th book...as i'm dying to know more about many UNKNOWN AND SUSPICIOUS things in the story plot. 

oh well, until next time then. THis isn't the end...just a goodbye ~~ have a nice week!

Selasa, 23 September 2014

A day for those who teaches!

assalamu'alaikum~ so yesterday, 23 september..it was Teacher's day here in Brunei :) i would like to say thank you to all my teachers-my kindergarten teachers, elementary school teachers, secondary school teachers and my form sixth teachers. For teaching me how to count, read and all those complicated chemical equations and stuffs~

Also a very huge thanks to my family members...my dad, my mom...for teaching me the essential values of life ^^ well...its kinda funnny   that they work as  teachers too :D to my other family members, siblings and my lovely friends...hehe ~

Without your lessons....y'know, i wouldn't be here. :) LOve you all~~
(c) arts by ANA